Why did I choose to Model in Joan’s Merchandise during Covid? Why did Hollie May do it?

(includes more information behind the scenes as Hollie May speaks about the Music Scene how she’s changed – what has changed. Learning new things along the way.)

Now it’s clear I am a go hard or go home kinda chick when it comes down to music being close friends to Joan I have always wanted to model for her do it in my own way. This photoshoot I did back during 2020 with a photographer all paid for properly also professionally just so that Joan’s Merch looked sharp.

I think many are curious about this so I’m going to speak about it because there’s always something happening in my life, then is the real truth. So I’m speaking on it let’s go (⁠✿⁠^⁠‿⁠^⁠) ↘️

Why did you do this?

Covid was extremely difficult for all of us which is the truth thought this would be a good outcome for Joan make her band look awesome (⁠◕⁠ᴗ⁠◕⁠✿⁠). Because it had to happen at the time our emotions was very up & down positivity was super hard to come by from time to time. And being lucky enough to talk to your favourite artist isn’t an everyday kinda thing like that’s rare that would ever possibly happen. Due to busy schedule & availability that’s just life.

Hollie May ‘Speaks About Her Song-Writing’ Including Hollie May Speaks About Her ‘Sounds’ & Musicians’ Featuring Videos.

Hollie May in 2018!

Why is “Standing Out” so important to me?

This post is super “important” to me because all through my entire life “I have dealing with standing out” with my Appearance, Sexuality. Opening up about Standing Out as your own individual embracing your difference is what ‘should be celebrated’ everyday. It’s not just about being “Disfigured” or a “Disability” also an “Invisible Disability”. We all know I’m Facially Disfigured that’s just a part of me. So this is all about “Being who you are truly” also “Knowing how comfortable with who you are” as a person.

It’s taken a huge amount of build up of self confidence & self courage on this topic however what’s said needs to be said also regonised. As a young women I have reached point that I am truly sick of being ask the same thing repeatedly, dealing with anyone uneducated & judgemental. Down to validation, reaction, attention or just being a straight up idiot with all ‘their might’. If this post can educate people or wake anyone up to realise with their own actions is disrespectful yet ignorant

If you “don’t understand” my appearance story or “why my face looks the way it does” your comments aren’t needed, walking past seeing people walk on by “touching the right side of their own faces” Like I can’t see it (in my glasses or not) whilst looking at me speaking quietly under their mouth like I can’t hear or see it. I can see it all it’s disrespectful I feel sorry for anyone’s “misunderstanding” that’s a “you problem”. I’m harmless quiting the judging & thinking I can’t see it Clearly I can see every single persons reactions to my appearance.

My face is a canvas you just haven’t “gotten to know me” to “fully understand* my chapters behind Who I Am as a person. I see everyone actin up I see it all! In person & online I know the right vibe & wrong vibes people.