(includes more information behind the scenes as Hollie May speaks about the Music Scene how she’s changed – what has changed. Learning new things along the way.)
Now it’s clear I am a go hard or go home kinda chick when it comes down to music being close friends to Joan I have always wanted to model for her do it in my own way. This photoshoot I did back during 2020 with a photographer all paid for properly also professionally just so that Joan’s Merch looked sharp.
Ithink many are curious about this so I’m going to speak about it because there’s always something happening in my life, then is the real truth. So I’m speaking on it let’s go (✿^‿^) ↘️
Why did you do this?
Covid was extremely difficult for all of us which is the truth thought this would be a good outcome for Joan make her band look awesome (◕ᴗ◕✿). Because it had to happen at the time our emotions was very up & down positivity was super hard to come by from time to time. And being lucky enough to talk to your favourite artist isn’t an everyday kinda thing like that’s rare that would ever possibly happen. Due to busy schedule & availability that’s just life.
This post is super “important” to me because all through my entire life “I have dealing with standing out” with my Appearance, Sexuality. Opening up about Standing Out as your own individual embracing your difference is what ‘should be celebrated’ everyday. It’s not just about being “Disfigured” or a “Disability” also an “Invisible Disability”. We all know I’m Facially Disfigured that’s just a part of me. So this is all about “Being who you are truly” also “Knowing how comfortable with who you are” as a person.
It’s taken a huge amount of build up of self confidence & self courage on this topic however what’s said needs to be said also regonised. As a young women I have reached point that I am truly sick of being ask the same thing repeatedly, dealing with anyone uneducated & judgemental. Down to validation, reaction, attention or just being a straight up idiot with all ‘their might’. If this post can educate people or wake anyone up to realise with their own actions is disrespectful yet ignorant
If you “don’t understand” my appearance story or “why my face looks the way it does” your comments aren’t needed, walking past seeing people walk on by “touching the right side of their own faces” Like I can’t see it (in my glasses or not) whilst looking at me speaking quietly under their mouth like I can’t hear or see it. I can see it all it’s disrespectful I feel sorry for anyone’s “misunderstanding” that’s a “you problem”. I’m harmless quiting the judging & thinking I can’t see it Clearly I can see every single persons reactions to my appearance.
My face is a canvas you just haven’t “gotten to know me” to “fully understand* my chapters behind Who I Am as a person. I see everyone actin up I see it all! In person & online I know the right vibe & wrong vibes people.
“A young local popular woman who’s a singer & song-writer opens up about ‘Who she truly is’ behind ‘The Voice’ including Lyrics. Hollie May shows an insight of what goes on in get life & love in every Episode Series.”
Episodes of Edgy On Film is officially. Unfortunately the first idea of this project didn’t go to plan due to copy-right that’s okay theirs always a plan B. So instead were going to breaking down each Topic of the film of different parts of Hollie May & her life.
Can we believe it! After two entrie years on working on this montage project we are finally here, I geuss buying a video camera has never felt any better for mental health; Hope we are all excited for Edgy On FilmI know I am. It’s finally arrived, get your snacks get comfy. Turn on your big screen and .. relax press play 😌
Thank you everyone for sticking by me, motivating me along this project it means the world to me my heart is full of LOOOOVE.
About the film: So I have decided to film my very first ‘Montage Film‘ over the last couple of months, mostly to just reflect on life & love. Just want to be extremely creative with my video recorder show to the world how beautiful can really be. As a young woman I feel as the time right now would be great to press record let whatever happens do the talking. There’s nothing too huge about this ‘Montage Film‘ that I will be filming I just want to make every scene beautiful. Happy or sad to laughing or being emotional, I want this project to feel real also reflect on who am I? We’ve all seen & watched me over on YouNow to my own TikTok Videos that have gone viral maybe more than 19+ more times now. Which is awesome truly grateful. In my mind plan on creating a long piece of art all in video footage because nobody has seen me write songs or write in my journal even just singing off the hook to before I go live on YouNow. To how I record my TikTok Videos etc. The way I view it with my camera I want treat it like I’m gardening the flowers or painting with a brush but with the video camera. Just produce something that I’m proud of with my own edge and sass to it.
Considering that I have my own video recorder it would be nice to show many sides of ‘Who I Am‘ behind ‘The Voice‘ & lets say ‘Lyrics‘. I have always dreamt of doing/creating my own ‘Montage’ for years. In my heart I truly feel that this would be a great way to express myself whilst the camera is on. Don’t expect ‘Nudes‘, expect a whole lot of ‘Directive Realism‘. On that note let’s press record show the world something creative & outside the box with a sprinkle of attiude & laughter caught on camera.
HOLLIE MAY 🍒 